Sonja Writes

The Blog

Essays on books, the writing life, small-town water, and the strange business of being a person. New notes land on the newsletter first.

A cozy sofa with a book and a cup of tea

Mezcal

I focus on the trail, avoiding the slippery spots, using my outstretched hand rather than my face to break through the cobwebs. A sound…

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A single lit candle in a dark room

Hauntings

Her face when she learned how she would die. The girl I was unkind to. The contract I didn’t sign. The sound of his…

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A single lit candle in a dark room

Lasts

              When I was younger, the phrase “you never know when it might be your last” brought to mind images of sudden, unexpected death…

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A misty autumn forest lane

The Pause

            The heavy wooden door groans open, ushering in a gust of cold air and two women of similar build. Closer inspection suggests they…

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A wooden dock reaching into a misty lake at dawn

Buoy

                            Confession: I don’t like my dog. I know you may not like me after reading this. I’m not sure if I like…

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Hands turning the pages of an old photo album

Yellow Pyrex

                        I got the yellow. The brown and the avocado are at camp. The red one, which I always thought was orange, is still…

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Hands turning the pages of an old photo album

Gunther

There’s something to be said for leaving well-enough alone. Six months after our beloved Gatsby had passed, six months into the pandemic, six months…

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An ornate black and gold art deco door

Gatsby, Part 3

              We didn’t know what to expect; how long he would last. As Gatsby reached eight years old, we started holding our breaths. The…

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Hands turning the pages of an old photo album

Family Veins

She knew it would happen, eventually. She’d held her breath for years, before and after the telling, waiting for the pillars to crumble. There…

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An ornate black and gold art deco door

Gatsby Part 2

How do you apologize to a dog for the rough years? The years when you’ve started a family, you’re working full time, you’re exhausted,…

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